A Think for Some Thing

Yesterday, January 21, I had a very bad mood due to my overflowing job and the deadline. I was stress and crazy. I wondered -my devil mind- if spraying some of my red liquid will make me better. Then this little devil said "Drink a hot chocolate will help you get better. Even a chocomilk or any chocolate things will do." And I went home from my office with a thought "I'll buy some chocolate."

I arrived at home -it's actually a rent house and i rent one room here- without any passion. Just like a looser who pray not to get embarassed too much. My head was heavy, and my eyes didn't see so clearly. I smelled smoke. Yes, smoke. I couldn't stay inside so I went out to my favorite minimarket to get some chocolate drink or may be chocomilk.

I didn't get any of them. I just bought randomly with chocolate stuff, back home, and ate them. Picture above were those things I bought. Some had eaten, and some were waiting. I guess I got better after that. As proof, I post this article this morning.

If I sprayed some red liquid (I wonder if she or she will copy my move or recommend other person to do same thing), I didn't know what possibly happened. Thanks to her and this devil, I get better without any wound. So, who'd like me to buy you some chocolate?

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"tanya"

wahai jiwa
jika datang beku
dan hitam menghampiri
sanggupkah genggamku menahan
tanpa pernah melepas
meski hanya sekejap

wahai jiwa
bila dia pergi
akankah ada kembali
seperti dahulu
yang selalu memberi
tanpa pernah berhenti

wahai jiwa
andai aku akan pergi
andai aku tak bertahan
akankah kau mencampakkan
ataukah mempertahankan

wahai jiwa
'ku bukan cahaya
'ku bukan malam
'ku bukan warna
'ku bukan kelam
hanyalah sebuah bisu
dalam beku